In Love

I am not allowed to be sad and mad..once i sad..something will be happen soon..once i mad..something will be worse..like now..definitely worse..even my mood..nothing going to be change..except myself..i remember what had i said and what should i do..there will be a little bit different..that is being alone..there is no any road behind me..only front..maybe it was a wrong way that i walked before..for u and also for me..i go..i cannot think any better solutions..so i go..coffee or tea? coffee that taste like tea? no..i am not..but i am just like water..simple and nothing..i am not idiot..i have my own thinking..no point..i just realize that everything i wrote or said are no point..i am not childish..but we are different matured kind..you said sorry for hurting me by words..maybe actually u did't think so..but now..your words are not hurting me..but reminding me and wake me up..thanks for your caring and loving these years..