accident

yesterday i was went out with friends..3 ppl in a car..going to buy something..so many cars along the road..we saw a parking place..we going to U turn to park car..a good driver let us go first..ok..we go..one of us say there is a motorcycle come forward..but me and ban never saw any motorcycle come forward..so keep going..PONG!! we crash the motorcycle..there is no anytime to response..my mouth and eyes open so big...dont know what to do..luckily..both of the rider nothing..only the second rider injured..so my friend gonna pay rm300++ for the motor and also the malay guy..everything is ok now..luckily..everyone who involve in the accident are safe..

tonight..i did something that make someone fed up..i feel..i really dont know why i lost control..maybe im still like a child..hundred times sorry is not enough to cover the fault..i will remind myself its a last chance..still the words..i love u..

my boy

my boy..yes i love u..ur happiness is urs but also mine..ur sadness is mine too..so..must be happy always..sometimes i make u angry..really sorry..but trust me..im not purposely to do that..sometimes i will late back..but sorry..i really hope can enjoy with them..its hard to gather with them..not purposely to do that..sometimes when u angry i dont reply ur msg..be patient..i just want to control my emotion..sometimes i forgot something..please remind me..i need ur remind..sometimes ur words are really hurt me..but i understand..because u are my love one..sometime if u dont receive my msg..be patient..maybe just the line problem..i will always tell u what had i done..sometimes u late back..i feel quite angry..but i know..u need freedom..sometimes i saw ur testimonials..all are girls..im quite jeaous..but i always trust u..i back home by driving car..u follow at behind..i feel safety and touching..because u are besides me although im driving alone..the period that we separate..everytime i saw black colour kenari..i will see the plate numbers..is it u..stupid huh..what i wrote are not bullshit..but true words..i really love u..

new year and chinese new year

yea..the tittle is quite weird..maybe there is no different between new year and chinese new year..is also in the same year..but for me..its totally different..i stayed at my sis house in kl during new year..its the first time i together with my sister during the first day of new year after i grown up..quite special..but not so fun..but chinese new year..totally different..although i never go to visit my friends..but i went to my bf house..im so happy and willing to spend all of my time with him..go to visit his relatives..wow..so many..i got so many ang pao..but thats not the point..the main point is i really enjoy the time when i together with him..half year i never hold his hand and hug him..that day..i done all the things that i want to do..and i want to do tat everyday..tat is use my heart to loves him everyday..

tired day

my brother and i renew my house carpet today..so many works..need to move this and that..clean here and there..we use almost 5 hours to keep whole living room..finally we done all..after that..help my mother to make kepok..and then sleep a while..and done my blog..

'honeymoon' for 3 weeks at kl

i went to kl for 3 weeks..wow..time goes by so slowly..one day just like 1 year..yea..the place tat i stay is my sister house..i have a mission..is to take care her children..wow..i likes her daughther very much before..but now..totally no..what a naughthy child..so scary..she is alice..i called her monster..because she always bully me..first time i saw a child that so stubborn and naughthy..always want to bit me..and she is so dirty..my sister even dont know how to teach her..i saw my sister slashs alice..sometimes i feel she is pity..but also 'dai sei'..send her to school just hope that she can be a good girl..but she beat her teacher..oh man..ask her to say sorry to teacher..she say:"no need say sorry de la.." her bad things really too much..cannot link out at one effort..besides alice..there is still a baby boy names cheng cheng..only 5 months..he is cute..maybe he sill cannot walk and talk..after he can walk and talk..maybe same like that monster too..miss him..he always laugh when i playing with him..he is coming back soon..my father will be changed 360 when he come..haha