3rd Year

16 march..its our date..16 march 2006..our first day being together..16 march 2009..we are still holding each other..3 years..time goes so fast..we already together for 3 years without noticing..hope our relation will long lasting..4th years..5th years..more and more..im so glad to have u in my life..that is more than other..and today is also my second brother's birthday..i would like to wish him happy birthday and happy always..earn more money and get a gf as fast as possible..he is single for 23 years..may his lover appear faster..so that he wont be lonely ^_^

I've Got My Result

Yesterday was the day that stpm result released..i went to school rushly at about 11am..when we walking at the coridor..we saw the notice at the notice board..that is a stpm result top 10 list..my name have no listed in the list..but my friend..chew jia hong who got 3.75..she listed in the top 2..wow..we got the news before..but we didnt believe it..haha..she used only 3 months to study..but she got top 2 and won all the chinese in the school..proud of u girl! clap! clap! clap! Then..its my turn to get my result..teachers said my result is not bad too..once i open the slip..arh!!!! this was my respon~ haha..its so unbelieveable..i got 3.2..a clap for myself..clap!! my tears almost drop down..i hugged jia hong..thanks god although i didnt pray..and i didnt disappoints my family..thanks to him too..my nervous will not disappear until i really receives the confirmation from any University...good luck to myself ^_^

To You

Thanks for all you did..and you did it at last..

In Love

I am not allowed to be sad and mad..once i sad..something will be happen soon..once i mad..something will be worse..like now..definitely worse..even my mood..nothing going to be change..except myself..i remember what had i said and what should i do..there will be a little bit different..that is being alone..there is no any road behind me..only front..maybe it was a wrong way that i walked before..for u and also for me..i go..i cannot think any better solutions..so i go..coffee or tea? coffee that taste like tea? no..i am not..but i am just like water..simple and nothing..i am not idiot..i have my own thinking..no point..i just realize that everything i wrote or said are no point..i am not childish..but we are different matured kind..you said sorry for hurting me by words..maybe actually u did't think so..but now..your words are not hurting me..but reminding me and wake me up..thanks for your caring and loving these years..

Ya

I am Fucking Idiot
So What?!

Johor Trip

Lucas 乐乐..my brother's friends's baby boy..

Facebank..

Monkey Facebank is eating money..


Hmm..i went to johor for 3 days 2 nights..the journey took about 10 hours..omg..i was so suffered..and there are only 3 photos i can upload..nothing can be captured..haha..baby..he is so cute..only 3 months old..and the monkey facebank..my brother bought it..its actually a small 'citeng'..i dont know what to call in english..haha..it functions by using batery..when switch on the button..then it's mouth will moves..then u can put a coins on it's mouth..it will eat the coin..haha..cute but a bit disgusting..RM70 per facebank..

My New Spec

Levi's full frame spec

Me and my new spec

I had bought a new spec last week..levi's brand..costed me RM300++..oh..heartache..damn expensive..i thought full frame spec's price would not be so expensive..there were some cheaper spec..but really not nice..looks weird when i wearing it..i think this is suitable for me..so i buy it..although it is expensive..but it is lasting long..because it is fully plastic..Levi's..my very first time..haha

为什么不见面的时候总发生争执，见面的时候却很甜蜜？ 到底需要多少次的分分合合才能保证能有永远。。我不了解男生需要什么。。我总是以为你需要的是关心和包容。。但原来这些永远都不够。。上一次的离开已经留下阴影。。所以无论什么我都接受。。没有惊喜。。让你感到厌倦。。我知道。。你很有自己的想法。。把所有事情都处理得很好。。随着生活环境。。思想也逐渐改变。。你的改变。。有时候真的让我喘不过气。。但是。。只要一下下。。我想我可以。。我不走。。但是如果你走。。请你回头看看我。。

kerachut beach

Starting to jungle trekking..

difficult and dangerous journey..

we reached our destination..on the bridge..

cutie milo..haha..everybody likes him..

pity esmeralda..she is going to be thown into the beach..

me and wei wen

yi fan (nui nui eh)

wave,beach and sunset..

wei wen and i

playing 'flying plate' under sunset..

9 of us

barbeque-ing..

nice shot..

nice view..looks like hand-drawing..wei wen and i..thanks andy

along the bridge..

shifting water between stones..

blur face..waiting for boat..

there are wrestling..triple H and The Rock?

Say goodbye to the jety..

on the boat going back to original place..

we arrived jety..my face looks impatient -_-


Kerachut beach..such a nice place..but the journey to the beach was very tired..just for me..because my staminal totally weak :p when i heard that we would go back by boat..i was damn happy..because no need to walk..haha..we played water..barbeque (i cannot eat much beacuse i was having sore throat) and then..waiting for the moon..the day we went to there is also 'zap goh meh'..the last day of chinese new year..so the moon would be very bright and round..we sleep on the bridge without camp..my dear and i never bring jacket..so we have to sleep in a cold night..haha..they fishing at midnight..whole night he got a small fish..3am..eilynn,yifan,dear and i went to barbeque again..because we felt too cold..i think i would be freezed if i stay for longer..after that..dear and i went back to the bridge again..we slept until 7am..wake up to keep our stuffs and ready to back..i thought we can go back earlier..but because of some problem..we have to wait for few hours..at last..the boat came..we shared the boat with 4 foreigners..the journey took about 20 minutes..after reached home..we sleep like pig..and rest for 1 day at home..happy and tiring trip..

Happy Valentine

My valetine present..its a bouquet of paper roses with 2 mushimaro..love it so much..thanks dear..

my dear and i..


I had a quite special valentine this year..this is my first time celebrate valentine at penang..and we did cooked our dinner at home..romantic and blissful..steak..salad..lamd chop..simple and delicious dinner..he made all that..he suggested to buy wine..but at last the idea was canceled..because i have to go back at next day..before dinner..we went to cinema..after finished a movie..i sitted in the car..suddenly..he took a bouquet of flower to me..i really really felt surprise that time..and also touching..look at the flower..i felt want to cry..haha..there are 18 paper roses..2 of the flowers made by himself..he said he planned to make all by himself..but time is not enough because he was having exam that time..after dinner..we went to watch movie again at 12pm night..but i fell as sleep once and once..haha..the movie is not boring...but im too tired..there is a warm and strong arm beside me some more..how can i dont fall as sleep..haha..actually valentine day is also my best friend's birthday..she came to find me at penang..we gave her a cheese cake as her birthday present..well..all i want to say is this is really a wonderful and happiest trip..blissful-lest valentine i ever had..

Penang - A Wonderful Trip

Me and him lining up for nasi beratur..look at behind..

Sky view took from aeroplane..on the 'sky' to penang..

My dear and i..we took this photo on a ferry..just like his describtion..i was fucking excited..haha

Penang Majlis Perbandaran..the photo is quite dark..i dont know how to edit it.so..we took this photo after our dinner with his lecturer Miss Ngu..what a nice teacher..

The first meal i had after arrived Penang..the restaurant names Sri Ananda..

Me and my coconut juice ^_^

Alright..these are the photos that taken by my dear..time goes so fast during together with him..now im home..but i think his plan is have a little bit changes..because i suppose to back kt on 11 feb..but flight company delayed my flight date to 13 feb..then he just suggest that back on 15 feb..so that we can celebrates valentine..yea..what a good idea..make a phone call to the flight company..everything are settled..im so happy because i can keep company my dear for few days more..but sorry dear..spent u a lots..u made the trip fun..i appreciate it..miss all that time..sorry my blog is so messy..because i dont know how to use yet..

wonderful trip

dangdang..my hand-drawing..haha..im too bored sitting at home..so this is my work..childish huh..but nvm..i just try to voice out how happy i am..im going to penang after 2 days..so so so excited..i can keep company my dear for few days..spend my time with him..im sure it will be a wonderful trip..and i hope it will be a safety journey..

accident

yesterday i was went out with friends..3 ppl in a car..going to buy something..so many cars along the road..we saw a parking place..we going to U turn to park car..a good driver let us go first..ok..we go..one of us say there is a motorcycle come forward..but me and ban never saw any motorcycle come forward..so keep going..PONG!! we crash the motorcycle..there is no anytime to response..my mouth and eyes open so big...dont know what to do..luckily..both of the rider nothing..only the second rider injured..so my friend gonna pay rm300++ for the motor and also the malay guy..everything is ok now..luckily..everyone who involve in the accident are safe..

tonight..i did something that make someone fed up..i feel..i really dont know why i lost control..maybe im still like a child..hundred times sorry is not enough to cover the fault..i will remind myself its a last chance..still the words..i love u..

my boy

my boy..yes i love u..ur happiness is urs but also mine..ur sadness is mine too..so..must be happy always..sometimes i make u angry..really sorry..but trust me..im not purposely to do that..sometimes i will late back..but sorry..i really hope can enjoy with them..its hard to gather with them..not purposely to do that..sometimes when u angry i dont reply ur msg..be patient..i just want to control my emotion..sometimes i forgot something..please remind me..i need ur remind..sometimes ur words are really hurt me..but i understand..because u are my love one..sometime if u dont receive my msg..be patient..maybe just the line problem..i will always tell u what had i done..sometimes u late back..i feel quite angry..but i know..u need freedom..sometimes i saw ur testimonials..all are girls..im quite jeaous..but i always trust u..i back home by driving car..u follow at behind..i feel safety and touching..because u are besides me although im driving alone..the period that we separate..everytime i saw black colour kenari..i will see the plate numbers..is it u..stupid huh..what i wrote are not bullshit..but true words..i really love u..

new year and chinese new year

yea..the tittle is quite weird..maybe there is no different between new year and chinese new year..is also in the same year..but for me..its totally different..i stayed at my sis house in kl during new year..its the first time i together with my sister during the first day of new year after i grown up..quite special..but not so fun..but chinese new year..totally different..although i never go to visit my friends..but i went to my bf house..im so happy and willing to spend all of my time with him..go to visit his relatives..wow..so many..i got so many ang pao..but thats not the point..the main point is i really enjoy the time when i together with him..half year i never hold his hand and hug him..that day..i done all the things that i want to do..and i want to do tat everyday..tat is use my heart to loves him everyday..

tired day

my brother and i renew my house carpet today..so many works..need to move this and that..clean here and there..we use almost 5 hours to keep whole living room..finally we done all..after that..help my mother to make kepok..and then sleep a while..and done my blog..

'honeymoon' for 3 weeks at kl

i went to kl for 3 weeks..wow..time goes by so slowly..one day just like 1 year..yea..the place tat i stay is my sister house..i have a mission..is to take care her children..wow..i likes her daughther very much before..but now..totally no..what a naughthy child..so scary..she is alice..i called her monster..because she always bully me..first time i saw a child that so stubborn and naughthy..always want to bit me..and she is so dirty..my sister even dont know how to teach her..i saw my sister slashs alice..sometimes i feel she is pity..but also 'dai sei'..send her to school just hope that she can be a good girl..but she beat her teacher..oh man..ask her to say sorry to teacher..she say:"no need say sorry de la.." her bad things really too much..cannot link out at one effort..besides alice..there is still a baby boy names cheng cheng..only 5 months..he is cute..maybe he sill cannot walk and talk..after he can walk and talk..maybe same like that monster too..miss him..he always laugh when i playing with him..he is coming back soon..my father will be changed 360 when he come..haha